I am currently a 29-year-old who is still trying to figure out where I am going for the next few years. It doesn't have to be fixed but I'm starting to understand that. Maybe you don't need to know what you're going. You just need to have an idea of your values so that way when a scenario comes up, you know how to adapt based on what matters to me most. I'm in the point of my life where parents are ageing. Friends are not as close as they used to be because of time and where we're at everyone's focusing on their own goals.
And everything feels like a grind just going to go out this nut.
I feel like everything is not as it used to be where it was unknown. Where am I going? What am I doing? I'm still trying to explore and maybe that's what it feels like when you get older. You still feel those feelings but now you have constraints these constraints might look like I need to save for a house or fall behind or I need to figure out what I'm gonna do with my career. It's been coming over so hard to understand where I sit in all of this and what I want to do. If I was to look at my colleagues and the projection of where they've come, they've done so well to achieve where they're at and as the new generation I've basically landed in a position where I'm close to where at and I'm still exploring. Maybe the next thing I need to do is choose make some choices and even if I do fell at least I made a choice to try differently and this would and this would give me experience. Cause at least if I do try things that I don't know at least I know what I don't like I don't want. This is where I really have to listen to my voice hear what it has to say instead of looking outwards.